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No Rest For The Wicked


Still trying to find a place to live and a job somewhere...the economy sucks pretty bad right now though. I'm mostly living out of my car right now, with most of my belongings/pets at friends and relatives places.

I've tried staying with some of my relatives, but with every one of them, well...after about a week they start getting verbally abusive. I think they like it though, having an easy target to attack who won't attack them back (although a couple of times I've been ~very~ tempted). Basically I try and go out of my way to be the absolute most perfect house guest, I cook, I clean, I fix crap, I stay out of everybody's way, try to keep a low profile, try not to bother anyone for anything...but it's never "good enough" there's always some kind of "problem"...often imaginary...or constructed.

I tried living at my uncle's house, who started complaining about "bad smells", so I went out of my way and washed like...every fucking thing in the house, even gave my cats a bath, started cleaning out their liter box every single time they used it, started using deoderant 4 or 5 times a day, bathing twice a day, etc, etc...the "complaints" didn't stop though...and got progressively more nasty. Of course then I figured out what was going on (using one of my wireless web cams). See I was in the bedroom upstairs, that has a door on the main floor, and basically my uncle started just...hanging out, by the door...waiting. Until he heard one of the cats shuffling around in the sandbox...he would then wait about five to ten minutes after before coming up the stairs to start another round of verbal abuse. Until I showed him the tape I made of him...then told him I would find some other place to live by the end of the month and asked if he could refrain from any further verbal abuse until then. He just walked off and didn't say anything. Now my cats are at my mom's place (luckily she doesn't mind them) and I'm back to sleeping in my car mostly.

The worst part is that I can't even afford my pain medications right now, so I usually wind up only filling half the prescription and then go through a continuous cycle of withdrawal, taking them normally for a couple days to try and look for a job, then going a few days without taking any, forcing myself to go through the horrible fucking agony of withdrawal every few days. Can't do any freelance web/graphic work like this either, since internet connectivity is sporadic at best right now. Hopefully though I can get some kind of a job somewhere though so I can try and dig myself back out of this horrible hole. Hell at this point I really *WOULD* work for Wal*Mart or Dairy Queen or even fuckin McDonalds if they were hiring. I've been able to get interviews at a number of places, but with dozens of other applicants all vying for the same crap ass minimum wage job...yeah, makes it kind of tough.

At Safeway, during my second interview, they were hiring for a single "helper clerk" position, the guy who owned the joint was kind of an asshole, even basically openly insulted me at one point (though I don't think intentionally) and started whining on about how he still had "dozens of applications" still to go through...and that was "dozens" who managed to make it to the *SECOND* interview...yeah, did I mention the economy sucks? LOL

I see my mostly general absence on the Internet hasn't stopped all the little hordes of Hatter Addicts from running at the mouth about me. Apparently over on FTT they're now trying to accuse me of being some kind of "phishing scammer":
http://foxtalestimes.actifforum.com/fox-tales-times-f3/fake-website-t8619.htm

...yeah, talk about "unwarranted self importance". Yeesh, I have ~far~ more important things to concern myself with right now than a bunch of tweenage muppet fucks playing pretend on the freakin Interwebs.

On a slight up note though I have been approached by Tim O'Reilly who said he'd be interested in publishing a few books from me, so I've been trying to work on that when I can. Pretty much everything else is all on hold though.

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dr1337
Jul. 6th, 2010 08:24 am (UTC)
Hahahaha
That phisher was mine, ahahahahaha. Hahahahaha, you don't have a home. Bahahaha, you don't have a job. Gahahahaha, you're in pain.

I'm high as fuck, rich as fuck, and I'm headed to college. My life is SOOOOOO much better than yours.
farfoos
Jul. 12th, 2010 12:33 am (UTC)
Re: Hahahaha
Uh huh, you sound just like that retard Weev...too bad the idiot got himself arrested on drug charges. Karma sure is a bitch, but then again, considering you're running around online trying to convince random strangers you don't like that you're supposedly "rich and happy"...yeah, overcompensate much, Junior?

Nah, yer just some mouthy little punk ass spoiled bitch whose mommy and daddy pay for everything and you have no idea what the real world is like and you probably never will...but that's okay, you're never going to do anything interesting or noteworthy with your life and when you eventually wind up dying all alone no one is ever going to bother remembering you for anything...least of all your pathetic mewlings to random strangers about how "great" your life supposedly is.

Free cl00, if it really was, you wouldn't be wasting your "awesome" life running around online desperately trying to convince the people you hate of it. You really do have nothing, but worse than that, you're really unhappy about it.

Unlike you, even if I have nothing, I'm still happy as long as I have my art, intelligence, philosophy, ideas, creativity and ability. Material possessions...sorry, things like that are only really important to shallow, pathetic lessers like yourself who simply have nothing more in life...at all.

You have no creativity, no ability, no intelligence or ideas, you're merely a carbon copy fuckup shit out of your idiot mother's cunt so she could have a selfish, meandering, inconsequential brat to replace herself with. A never ending cycle of blazing mediocrity, one human virus giving rise to another, continually wasting resources and giving nothing back at all to the world at large. You really are nothing more than a disease upon the planet, perpetuating inconsequentiality. You produce nothing, you create nothing, you make nothing, you *ARE* nothing.

You simply do not matter at all, other than providing yourself as a convenient billboard to warn others away from continuing down your selfish, fucked up, spoiled little bitch of an existence.

And it *WILL* come back on you. You can't run around wishing and celebrating horrible things happening to other people without openly inviting karma to come right back around and fuck you up the ass for it. So honestly, if your parents suddenly die in a car wreck, or wind up diagnosed with cancer, or maybe your best friend suddenly gets HIV, or winds up evicted, or loses their job...yeah, think of me, you stupid asshole, think of me and how you should *NEVER* wish upon anybody what you wouldn't want to happen to yourself or your loved ones. Because it *WILL* come back onto you...likely ten fold.

As far as my own hardships in life, well, again, I believe nothing in life is really free, you can't get something for nothing and the hardships I have to endure are a testament to the incredible abilities, understanding, knowledge, ideology and comprehension that I posses...and honestly, it's actually a pretty small price considering all that I have, that people like you won't *EVER* get...and likely won't even be able to comprehend.

Again, lessers like yourself are unable to see the value of such things. You only see value in "stuff", materialistic possessions and preconfigured societal expectations...get a wife, get a car, get a house, get a dog, get some kids, the perfectly perfect "life" and all the better someone like you can really hope for. Your life is so hollow, mundane and mediocre that the very height of achievement for you extends no farther than "owning" a nice car, "owning" a nice house, "owning" a mediocre looking wife that you picked up because she was the first convenient thing to come along, "owning" a pathetic, dead end existence, pissing your last in a miserable home you likely won't ever even pay off in your lifetime, nothing more than an embarrassment to the fucked up, selfish brats you spawned to replace yourself with to continue the unending cycle of idiocy.
farfoos
Jul. 12th, 2010 12:33 am (UTC)
Re: Hahahaha
I truly do feel a great swell of pity for people like you...but then again, you're simply ignorant and, well, they say it's bliss. But then again if it really was, well you'd think there would be more truly happy people on the planet...instead of just pathetic fuckups like yourself running around online, whining to complete strangers, desperately trying to convince them about how "happy" you apparently wish you were.

Yeah, keep tryin, Fuckup...and don't ever stop...don't ever stop desperately whining to me about how "great" you wish your life was, and don't ever stop trying to blatantly cover your intense, bitter jealously over my talents and abilities that you covet so dearly that you have such a *NEED* to run around wishing and hoping for bad things to happen to me, simply because I've got something you can't have.

Really, you're no different from the piss poor white trash lady who sees some guy's brand new BMW and then rams her shopping cart right into the side of it, her attitude being that if she can't have something "nice", well by your God you won't have anything "nice" either...and she'll make sure of it! You're exactly the same, bitter and jealous over what I've got, you celebrate every potential "misfortune" that befalls me, believing that it's "justified" because if you can't have talent and ability like mine, well then I should be "punished" or have my life wrecked to "even the score" so to speak.

You truly are a very sad, poor, worthless, wretched, pathetic, inferior, miserable excuse of a SUB-human being.
dr1337
Jul. 17th, 2010 10:53 pm (UTC)
Re: Hahahaha
Hahahahahahhahahahaha, U MAD?

I say like, 10 words and you go on a rant how I'm stupid and not really happy. I think you're just trying to cover up for YOUR stupidity and sadness. Also you make the point that I could just be making up stuff, but why would I? Or why would you for that matter, unless you're trying to compensate for something you don't got. Also, my definition of wealth? Friends and family who care for me. Which they do. Deny it all you want, but I got friends who got my back.

I imagine friends are kinda a foreign concept to you, lol.

So yeah, I'm high as fuck again, got back from my job at the movie theater making some nice spending money, bought a g off a friend, then came home to enjoy a nice meal. My life is sooooo good man. The only one here jealous of anything is you. I don't know why you say I'd want any of your talents, whatever the hell they are. Being poor and unhappy? Having no friends? Making crappy games that never come out about shitting yourself? Writing meaningless rants out of hatred and tears? Yeah, I'm happy with my own skills.

I enjoy skimming over your mouthy, whiny, insult splattered counter-arguements. Please, take your time Matthew, I know it's hard to type with an IQ of 55, but do try your best.
farfoos
Jul. 17th, 2010 11:52 pm (UTC)
Re: Hahahaha
This retard is whining on about how long my posts are compared to his and then turns right around and tries to claim I have a low IQ. LOL Oh the irony!

Honestly child, I couldn't think as slow as you even if I tried. First of all, I can speed read, second of all, I type at around 140 wpm and can think about fifty times faster than that, so these 'great big long' posts you're having so much trouble with... LOL, yeah were talkin like ~maybe~ 3 or 4 minutes worth of effort on my part, usually put in while I'm simultaneously watching TV or a movie or something.

You on the other hand have such an incredibly poverty of intellect that the very best you can do is just skim over my posts, blundering over all the "hard words", seeing only the insults and getting all butthurt and upset about it. *snicker* But don't sweat it, Kiddo, I don't make these posts for you anyway. Really, you're not much more than a convenient canvas for me to paint my invective word art onto. You really don't matter on any level other than that and, quite frankly, whether you even read any of these posts, or whether you walk yer dumbass on out into traffic and get hit by a semi...yeah, not so much with the caring really.

I also like the part where he got ~so~ butthurt about my post that he actually starts rambling the fuck on about his personal life. LOL It's like, hello, dumbfuck, did I ~ask~ your stupid ass to try and "explain" yourself to me? No, no I'm pretty sure I didn't actually.

The part where he's whining on about spending money on shit is also pretty funny. Apparently that's his idea of a "good time"...spending money on shit. Those of my intellectual caliber on the other hand, well we find being creative, making things, being artistic, etc to be what constitutes a "good time". This kid of course has no creativity or intelligence for that matter, so 'spending money on shit' is pretty much all the better he can think of to do with his mediocre little existence.

Free cl00 child, all the shit you're buying...well when yer stupid ass walks on out in front of that semi while yer playin in traffic...yeah...can't take it with ya, Sparkles. *shakes head* Maybe when you're a little older and not still in junior high school you'll be able to figure that out, but let's face it, no one really expects a prepube like you to "get" concepts like these at your age.
farfoos
Jul. 18th, 2010 12:05 am (UTC)
Re: Hahahaha
BTW, Dr. Retard, every time you post on my board here...I get your IP address. ^__^

Now then, you said you worked at a movie theater, eh?

LOL

Since you think it's so funny when someone doesn't have a job, perhaps the favor should be returned, so that you can fully appreciate the humor of it all, eh kiddo?

It's gonna suck pretty bad though, I mean what with how you have to "buy" all your friends, by giving them "gifts" and shit...*snicker*...guess you won't have any friends at all if you lose yer little minimum wage job, huh?

Oh well, you can always apply at McDonald's I suppose, huh kiddo?
dr1337
Aug. 15th, 2010 02:19 am (UTC)
Re: Hahahaha
I coulda sworn I posted something here, but whatever. So my friends and I got high as fuck, and it reminded me that you were spitting acid at me and I could still break your fragile little ego a bit further.

Aight, I doubt you have my IP address, and if you did, what would you do with it? Call the theater and be like "THIS GUY MAKES FUN OF ME ON THE INTERNET"? Or you could call them and tell them I get high, but the theater I work at doesn't do drug testing. So yeah, dr1337 - 1, Matthew Moulton - 0. That and I've been using some neat proxies. dr1337 - 2, Sad Fatter - 0.

You know, it's hard to explain because you so incredibly inhuman and disgusting, but every time you post a hate-fueled rant or talk about how much your life sucks, I feel SO tremendously good inside. It's great when the scum of the Earth receives retribution. It reminds me that people like you always get what's coming to them. And if that's true, then so long as I keep helping good people and supporting my friends, life is gonna come up all roses.

Maybe you should try being nice sometime, maybe your luck would turn around. Then again, it would be cool if you fucked off and died. Either way works Matt, whatever floats your boat.
farfoos
Aug. 15th, 2010 03:20 am (UTC)
Re: Hahahaha
You did post something, Retardo, but it's screened and I just never had enough bother to un-screen it. Your IP address, at the time of your last posting, was:
108.56.68.53

Assuming you have a static IP it's probably the same.

Free cl00, Retardo, if you try and post anon, it gets auto-screened and I get your IP addy. Dee, dee, dee! Yeesh, this kid sure is a slow one.

I love the way he's always whining on about his "friends" and him "getting high". *snicker* His life is so pathetic and worthless that he's turned to drugs to try and escape the shameful reality of his real life. ^__^

Of course it's no surprise that the only time he has balls enough to even try and say anything to me is when he's three sheets to the wind and clusterfucked in the head eight ways to last Tuesday.

He's probably gonna wake up tomorrow with a massive hang-over and even worse withdrawal goin all, "What the fuck did I do?! Awww shit, I'm so fucked! I gotta go get high to try and hide from all this crap! I just can't deal with being such a loser!"

I also like the way the retard tried to claim he's using "proxies". LOL Ten to one says the retard doesn't even know what a proxy is, much less how to use one. And no, Doofy, that IP addy doesn't trace back to a proxy server, you ignorant dipshit.

It actually points to Verizon in Mc Lean, VA. *snicker* What kind of a faggot lives in a town called "Mc Lean". Oh yeah, you! LOL

It's also hilarious how he tries to say *I'M* the "scum of the earth". LOL I'm probably like the nicest fuckin guy on the PLANET. Of course the trick is I'm also quite REFLECTIVE...so if you act like an ass to me...well that's what yer gonna get right back at ya.

I practice the art of equivalent exchange, meaning how you treat me is the way I'll treat you. You threaten me, you throw out hate filled, nasty little insults and frothing, tantruming spew...yeah, yer gonna get yerself bitch slapped 38 ways to last Sunday, Cuppycake.

That's life...that's karma. Don't start nothin, won't *BE* nothin. You wanna run around acting like a fuck...and to *ME*...by your God I'll show you just how much of a miserable fuck a person can possibly be. I'll rip yer whole gawd damn stupid life apart in more directions than you can even count...just to prove a point.

You should *NEVER* do to anyone what you wouldn't want done to yourself...and if you do something to somebody, you do something bad to them, even just ~threaten~ it...then that person is fully within their karmic right to fuck you over equivalently on a whim just as they please. To make like this dipshit and to whine and cry about it *AFTER* the fact, *AFTER* he ran at the fuckin mouth... LOL ...the ignorant child can dish it, but apparently he doesn't think he should have to be on the receiving end of the same shit he tried to pull on me in the first place.
dr1337
Aug. 19th, 2010 07:50 am (UTC)
Re: Hahahaha
Hahahhaahahaha. You're a funny and pathetic guy Mr. Moulton. Good work on the IP though, must've taken a good 15 seconds to google for an IP lookup. Very close, but I live in Arlington. A for effort though Moultard.

Also, as you would say "free c100 ret4rd", but weed doesn't cause a hangover. Or blackouts, or loss of memory. Maybe your massive overdoses of tramodol and aleve do, but not weed. Then again, I could be lieing to you non-stop. Maybe I've never touched weed in my entire life and I've just been demonstrating I can poke your fat buttons. Maybe everything you think you know about me is wrong, maybe my proxy has been working just fine, and that I'm using one my sister set up in Arlington. Maybe I've never worked at a theater in my whole life. Maybe I'm a mean-spirited 20 year old going through veterinarian school while amusing myself with pitiful sacks of shit. The point is you have no idea who I am, but I know oh so much about you, Matthew. Yes you make your information open, but what about your friends and family? Do they want their information open, or have you betrayed them?

Is your mother still living at 2 East Birch St? I wonder if she knows about how you love to shit yourself. I can always call Susan and tell her myself. What about your Uncle, is he dead yet? I bet he'd like to know too. And do you still keep up with your brother Joshua? I'm sure he'd like to know about all of this. Or your friend Michelle Aronson? I'm sure she'd love to hear about your nasty little diaper fetish.

You can try and destroy me, but you know NOTHING about me. I dare you to try. And don't even try the lame excuse of "Why would I waste my time with something like that!" Admit it, you can't find me. Ever. You deserve every damn pain you suffer. I only wish that your life had ended when you were hit by that car or when you took over half a dozen sleeping pills. Maybe then your pitiful existence would be eradicated and everyone you've ever met would be better off.
(Anonymous)
Jul. 22nd, 2010 09:09 am (UTC)
Bummer
I'm sorry that things still don't seem to be working out. I hope that things start to get better for you soon.

Also, even though I know it's likely the last thing on your mind. I can't wait till you're able to start working on the game again.

Hope things get better soon.
farfoos
Aug. 15th, 2010 03:00 am (UTC)
Re: Bummer
Well, things could always be worse. Things will probably get a lot better though once I finish my books. I got a potential book deal setup with Tim O'Reilly, the "Bill Gates" of the computer book publishing world. He said if I wrote a book on social media he'd see about getting it published for me. Spoke with him on the phone too, real nice guy all around. I'm also working on a more personal book called "The Philosophy of the Mad Hatter", which I'll likely just self-publish and only sell privately to certain people/communities. I also recently "inherited" 52 acres of basically scrub land out in Colorado, which I'm hoping to sell off for around 25 to 30 thousand. So things aren't so bad on the whole. Sleeping in my car isn't all that bad either and during the day I usually hang out at other people's houses. I've also been selling off a lot of collectible junk I've got so I can pay for my pain meds. So hopefully, in the next year or so I'll be able to get my life straightened back out and then I can start working on the game once again.
(Anonymous)
Aug. 22nd, 2010 05:10 pm (UTC)
How Sad...
Is it true, Mattheeeeew? Have you really been reduced to whining about your pathetic life in this crap hole of a forum? LOL! Looks like a big dose of Karma bit you right square on the ass. What a sad little man you are. I'd feel sorry for you, but you reap what you sow, and you've sowed a lot of shit over the years. Now you're in a shit storm, and no one gives a fuck. There's so much more I could tell you, but... why bother? Oh yeah... Checky says hi!
farfoos
Aug. 23rd, 2010 01:51 am (UTC)
Re: How Sad...
Your IP is: 68.5.48.224

You're at:
Lake Forest, CA 92630

Using: *COX* Communications (he really liaks teh cocks!)

Too stupid to figure out how to use a proxy at that. LOL

Must suck to be such a deranged little Hatter Addict going through withdrawals...of course it probably sucks even worse to be one of the few dregs left in A26 who wasn't invited on over into the FaceBook group. *snicker* You were left out with the trash with no one to talk to but yourself. LOL, what a fuckin loser, but then what more can you expect from a guy who runs around extolling the wondrous virtues of being a life-time alcoholic drunkard.
Negi Springfield
Nov. 13th, 2013 11:57 pm (UTC)
Sorry to hear that man, good luck finding a job and getting back on your feet.

I can't imagine what it must be like to be homeless like that.
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